But it's all worth it and I wouldn't trade her for anything!
Two nights ago, mom stayed the night with Emily... we locked them in the guest bedroom with everything Emily might need. I'm happy to report that Toby and I got about 10 hours of sleep!! Now, it wasn't necessarily uninterrupted, because I kept waking up thinking Emily might need me... but for the most part, we both slept through the night! It was wonderful and really helped me start to feel normal again.
I've started to pump breastmilk... because a) Emily wasn't latching on properly, which was causing major issues and b) it's much less stressful for all of us! I totally believe in breastfeeding and that it does wonders for the child and the mother.... and I want to continue to breastfeed her. So I'll feed her normally when I can, but I'm also going to stock up on breastmilk and bottlefeed her when necessary. She's taking to the bottle beautifully and I really think she's likes it better... a lot less fussing around! She eats better... she sleeps better... and she's not as fussy. All good things!
Toby starts back up at work tomorrow, so Mom is staying again tonight to help me out... so Toby can get a full night's sleep! The last couple nights, Emily has been really good with eating then sleeping for 3-4 hours at a time... so hopefully that continues.
Here are some recent pictures of the little Angel...
Love the crossed legs!



